Unapologetically Me: A Journey of Sensual Liberation.

I grew up with 4 boys.

My brother and my cousins were and stil

l are very close to each other.

I was pretty much a tomboy.

But since a very early age I had also another side...

I'd lock myself in the bathroom, spending hours in front of

the mirror, twirling my hair and silently hoping

for my boobs to grow faster.

You see, all the women have huge boobs in our family

and I ended up being the exception.

I also had a talent for effortlessly falling head

over heels for the opposite gender, especially

in grown-ass men.

As I grew older, my parents started noticing my undeniable

sexual energy, and naturally, they did everything

in their power to suppress it.

So, I ended up missing the enjoyment that should

have come with that stage of life.

Dear parents- don’t you know that forbidden fruits taste sweeter?

But…

I would not be me, if I would not break

the rules once in a while.

Putting make up on and going on dates

while being scared ass f. ,

that my mom would pop up somewhere.

I always loved dressing provocative.

I always liked my body and

loved to show it.

When I finally turned 18…

I burst out into the world, ready to live life to the absolute max.

Every day became a grand adventure, a chance to soak

up every ounce of existence.

From the moment I reached adulthood until now,

it feels like I've lived multiple lifetimes

within a single span of existence.

Lovers became memories.

Friends became family.

I became a mother.

So many lessons.

So much Joy.

And pain.

There were moments when I felt lost and didn’t know

where I belonged to.

Did not know which path to follow.

Desperately craving for fulfillment.

Then I discovered a dance style I did not now was existing.

A dance style my soul was lounging for..

my body was made for.

I found the missing tool that would help me to express myself

in a way I would always dream of.

Through dance, I have learned that my fire is boundless - a force that can inspire and empower, not just in the artistry of movement, but also in the journey of life itself.

I experience sensual liberation through every dance I share.

You know, I often asked myself..

Is it too much ?

Is it ok for a mom to show up like that ?

Especially now…that I am a mom of two beautiful boys.

My whole life I would hear that I should behave like a good girl.

Till this day not much has changed..

There are still people who keep telling

me that I am too much..

Even family members who stopped talking to me

because of my Dance and the way I am presenting myself

on social media.

And then.. I imagine who I would be if I lived up

to the expectations

of being the woman my dad wished for me to be.

Can you imagine the lack of excitement and passion?

No hint of seduction, and absolutely no fire!

It sounds like a dull and lifeless place..

I mean, why would anyone want

a world without Marilyn Monroe

and Chelo Alonso- Archetypes ?

Those fierce women who shook things up and left us in awe.

I believe that God gave me this body with

its unique proportions for a reason – so I could do exactly what I'm doing now.

Sure, I could dance in jeans and a T-shirt, but it just wouldn't be the same.

This dance I'm embodying was made for something more – something that celebrates every curve and every inch of my bare skin.

Each person's journey as a mother or a woman is unique.

Embracing this diversity allows us to celebrate the richness of the human experience.

Have you ever wanted to try things you've never tried before

but felt held back by the fear of others' opinions?

If yes… you are simply wasting your life.

To all the moms out there…

Listen, if you want your kids to follow their dreams,

you first have to showcase it yourself.

It doesn't matter if your dreams may be controversial.

Your kids will grow up with a mom who is passionate, bold, confident, and they will become all that too.

If you trust yourself,

they will also grow up trusting themselves."

Being yourself is the most empowering and liberating feeling ever.

And back to my doubters.

I will unapologetically remain true to myself.

Here I stand, proud of everything I do and everything I am.

My journey has taught me the power of self-confidence,

and I hope to inspire others to find the

same strength within themselves.